I have been wanting to find someone new almost since the day of the break up. Naturally, right? That need to know I'm not a fuck up and can be loved. The need to know that I'm still worth something. Well, it has been a few months and that need subsided. I had finally decided for myself that while I am ready for a new relationship, I have to wait for the other person to also be ready and then we'll find each other...
So I decided to stop looking...
That same day, she walked into my life. We've been on a couple dates now. We are constantly texting. We get along very well. She also just got out of a serious relationship. We both want the same things in life. I fear she's falling to fast. And I'm also worried that, while I thought I was ready and I have every reason to like this girl a lot and she makes me happy... I'm afraid.
I'm afraid to get back into something new. I don't want to be hurt again. Not like that.
So here we go... I don't know what to do. If I'm going to break it off, I should do it soon while things are just starting to happen...
She does make me smile a lot, though...
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